I just love sweet potatoe pie and a little banana puddin with the real vanilla wafers. Anyone out there can make some for me? Pretty please...Ok I will just have to wait and see, for what does this Jerzee gal know about bakin? Huh..dunno.
It has been a hectic week from Monday to Wednesday going on the train traveling to the hospital's dental clinic to take care of my denistry needs. Monday, I did not have enough antibiotics in me to let the dentist work on me. So, I had to come back on Wednesday but it was a day of great releif to have a tooth that could not be saved-taken a care of . Right now, I am still swelling in the jawline and have a little pain-don't want to go to sleep for those nightmares and stupid, yes stupid dreams. I NEED PAIN MED RIGHT ABOUT NOW, A SISTAH NEEDS TO SLEEP....
On Monday, I stopped by the university to see the world's most positive person that I could think of and that is Michelle. She is the dean of students that I had entrusted to me while I was in her care and keeping. I was given many trinklets n gifts that day, so it wasn't a wasted Monday by a long shot, for I caught a train right back home and the rest is history...
I am doing so well in my computer concepts class, whew A's on my quizzes and homework, I just have to study my health book a little bit a more and I will be doing a all right. It's time to select classes for next term and that will be computer science and math, photography and art. I must prepare myself for those kids in the future that will need me .
I started reading"Pretty Boys.'" It makes for excellent reading. I am identifying myself with Shanta, the photographer already. I need a plumb job in At-lan-tuh, doing some photo-shoots. Working with digital cameras and computerizing the photos is my thing.. Drawing is another thing. I like doing lots of things. Photos and picutres are 2 things in addition to psychology and poetry. I am to be a Creative Therapist. I am to create my title.... I am a creative person who serves a grand Creator.
It is time to hit the nest. I will play a spiritual tape or some christian music to set the tone for m sleep. Outside of my realm lies trouble, I don't want no trouble. I got work to do on Friday which is today. Good morning, yooooalll....the world is awaiting your gifts and talents.......and
I am awaiting Dom's sweet potatoe pies and Jackie's banana puddin with the real wafers.
peace
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Friday, October 21, 2005
My Soul I Gotta Save
It has been some end of the week, Thursday and Friday. It has been like staying at home-not being on a schedule. I have been waking up like 9 in the morning, having slept so hard that I did not want to get up. (ok Homegirl, below me keep it up, I cannot spend 30 years to life for nonsense) So, I had to work really hard both of these days not to say anything to that person that lives beneath me, for fear that there may be a side of me that will really reveal itself to these neighbors and then they will say: "Is that Miss W, oh my god listen to her, I did not know she could talk like that, or act like that." But there is a scripture at Eccles 7:7, that says that "mere oppression can make a wise one act crazy." So you see, when a person who is wise in how they usually act, suddenly displays a side that is questioned, it is usually because that person has been pushed beyond their normal limits. Please, please, please y'all in this hood don't push me! God has a plan in the making and that includes moving. I have no friends in this hood, but my computer and I am begging it not to get a virus. This computer is about 3 weeks old and it just bests to behave. It is my morning glory, for after I say a prayer to God for allowing me to step a foot on the floor in the morning, to see another day, I turn that computer on. Let me give her a name. Let's name my computer"Georgia Peach" That seems to be the name of the day, the order of the day. Everything seems to be about a peach, headed2atlanta@yahoo.com, peaches, for I sound so serious about Atlanta, don't I? Well, if it is God's will, that's where I am going to end up...Yes, but right now, I need to vacate these premises. My soul needs saving, words save my soul, rescue me, Calgon take me away, oh do you hear me now.
Well, I have been doing some quizzes and doing well on them in the computer course. I am really enjoying them, on the web. They are 45 minutes long, 30 multiple/choice and true/false and I love my results. I am going to be alllllrrrriiigggghhhttt.. is that a word? In the health course, I had a test last Wednesday and did so-so, but i tell you this, I am going to do extra work in the back of the chapters in addition to the exams because I want a decent grade--no I don't have to be that "A"student like the past when I would not take anything else, all I want is to pass with a "decent" grade which would mean I have gotten all I could out of the course and have done the very best that I could. As long as I have my friend here, Georgia Peach and continue to study the bible and make application in my life, God will not allow me to make any mistakes in the hood, stooping down to the level of a 6 year old with the nonsense. Efforts have been intensified to MOVE AWAY FROM HERE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
Georgia Peach has been working hard now, she must turn herself off and I will turn her back on in the later hours of Saturday morning, just have to wait for the man to bring my Avon delivery, I will go to the thrift store for some (new to me, items that i need) gettin cold out here. I need a dress for Sunday morn. Well thanks for visiting and come back and visit Georgia Peach again. ...hopefully I will sleep, push comes to worse Stevie Womder on my ears, real low and mellow......nite nite
Well, I have been doing some quizzes and doing well on them in the computer course. I am really enjoying them, on the web. They are 45 minutes long, 30 multiple/choice and true/false and I love my results. I am going to be alllllrrrriiigggghhhttt.. is that a word? In the health course, I had a test last Wednesday and did so-so, but i tell you this, I am going to do extra work in the back of the chapters in addition to the exams because I want a decent grade--no I don't have to be that "A"student like the past when I would not take anything else, all I want is to pass with a "decent" grade which would mean I have gotten all I could out of the course and have done the very best that I could. As long as I have my friend here, Georgia Peach and continue to study the bible and make application in my life, God will not allow me to make any mistakes in the hood, stooping down to the level of a 6 year old with the nonsense. Efforts have been intensified to MOVE AWAY FROM HERE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
Georgia Peach has been working hard now, she must turn herself off and I will turn her back on in the later hours of Saturday morning, just have to wait for the man to bring my Avon delivery, I will go to the thrift store for some (new to me, items that i need) gettin cold out here. I need a dress for Sunday morn. Well thanks for visiting and come back and visit Georgia Peach again. ...hopefully I will sleep, push comes to worse Stevie Womder on my ears, real low and mellow......nite nite
Monday, October 17, 2005
Being Positive, Enjoying My Paradise
Ok, I am going to talk positive after I just say a little something about what happened this am, causing me not to want to get up, but I must remember my motivations. I am a college/university student, I am a poet, I am a budding and aspiring writer seeking to grow and improve, which involves me entering contests and submissions using my wildest imagination. Maybe I should also write one about a paradise. Anyone ever wonder about what a paradise means? It means seeing conditions in a beautiful setting where there is no crime, wickedness, sickness, corruptness, and all of the things that you see going on today. All persons will be able to get along with no hatred and competition. A beautiful scene, just picture yourself there.
My living room is like a paradise in a ghetto land. It has beautiful dolls, lamps that I treasure with beautiful shades, a nice chair that I can sit in, books that I need to read and meditate on, flowers that I am glad to see "now", oh and I have beautiful candles and pillows to lounge on. Dolls and teddies to accent the place. So, I hurry and scurry to get back to my little place of "paradise". But to get here, I have to pass my the "urine smell" on the carpet on the first floor, the slickness and sly ways of a neighbor on the second and once that goes through, I hit my door with my key and thank God that I made it home. Whatever happened to the natural love for neighbor, it is gone for the bible is fulfilling it's prophecy. So, I mut continue to walk by faith and not by sight, for if I continue to walk by sight, I will get in trouble. Anyone dealing and wheeling with the nonsense and trying to be sly with me I have no use for. As a matter of fact, God and myself are handling the situation alone and we are doing just fine without the neighbors. All I owe them is the love from the Bible. And that is from a distance. Never again will they be trusted.
I am going to finish this evening with typing more poetry on my poety site, do my Avon order and I must do some of my homework and get my bills together, for they must be paid by next week. Oh and I must call some places after 9 and leave messages to try to move away from here and pray for God's direction with that. I hope for no more unwanted messages for I did follow instructions for them to be removed. Thanks, Marcus!
georgia peach
My living room is like a paradise in a ghetto land. It has beautiful dolls, lamps that I treasure with beautiful shades, a nice chair that I can sit in, books that I need to read and meditate on, flowers that I am glad to see "now", oh and I have beautiful candles and pillows to lounge on. Dolls and teddies to accent the place. So, I hurry and scurry to get back to my little place of "paradise". But to get here, I have to pass my the "urine smell" on the carpet on the first floor, the slickness and sly ways of a neighbor on the second and once that goes through, I hit my door with my key and thank God that I made it home. Whatever happened to the natural love for neighbor, it is gone for the bible is fulfilling it's prophecy. So, I mut continue to walk by faith and not by sight, for if I continue to walk by sight, I will get in trouble. Anyone dealing and wheeling with the nonsense and trying to be sly with me I have no use for. As a matter of fact, God and myself are handling the situation alone and we are doing just fine without the neighbors. All I owe them is the love from the Bible. And that is from a distance. Never again will they be trusted.
I am going to finish this evening with typing more poetry on my poety site, do my Avon order and I must do some of my homework and get my bills together, for they must be paid by next week. Oh and I must call some places after 9 and leave messages to try to move away from here and pray for God's direction with that. I hope for no more unwanted messages for I did follow instructions for them to be removed. Thanks, Marcus!
georgia peach
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Ghetto Isms, Night Shift
They don't wake up it seems until the evening. Night Queen starts that in and out thing all nite long and I will try to go to sleep. What helps me are my meds amd music. The other persons are in the street trade and they don't have any respect for us who are tryin to sleep, doors are allowed to slam and I am tired of the bs. I use to have Stevie Wonder on my ears but now I don't use the ear phones on my ears to go to sleep. I really don't want to go to sleep because my dreams are so vivid. They are about real situations in my life. But no thank you to a dream about this hood, which I can't wait to vacate. It is hard to put effort in tryin to move when you are tryin to study but hey--it's gonna happen sooner or later, hopefully sooner.
Nails got refilled today, I treated myself and got necessities which were pantyhose, toiletries and necessities. A yard sale had a lamp I needed and as I glance over it with the purple bulb, it is sharp, just like I dress, sharp. Pretty fine. My living quarters are quaint, somewhat crowded but God keeps me. I need to be going to bed now beause I must get up at six. Sunday mornings I am up when that alarm rings. I need to hear what my heavenly father has to say to me, that's important. I must apply the Bible in my life so as to gain wisdom. Yeah, they can slam doors all night but I am going to blow out this Yankee candle-Home, sweet home is the fragrance-oops, there goes another dooor slammer. I am going to take my meds, and let the radio put me to sleep after prayer, of course.
goodnite, intentionally spelled that way.......
georgia peach
Nails got refilled today, I treated myself and got necessities which were pantyhose, toiletries and necessities. A yard sale had a lamp I needed and as I glance over it with the purple bulb, it is sharp, just like I dress, sharp. Pretty fine. My living quarters are quaint, somewhat crowded but God keeps me. I need to be going to bed now beause I must get up at six. Sunday mornings I am up when that alarm rings. I need to hear what my heavenly father has to say to me, that's important. I must apply the Bible in my life so as to gain wisdom. Yeah, they can slam doors all night but I am going to blow out this Yankee candle-Home, sweet home is the fragrance-oops, there goes another dooor slammer. I am going to take my meds, and let the radio put me to sleep after prayer, of course.
goodnite, intentionally spelled that way.......
georgia peach
Thursday, October 13, 2005
No syrup for the pancakes???
Hello........I am feeling somewhat tired bout now. Had a good day, a good tired. First of all, the pancakes that I fixed with the eggs, I discovered that I did not have syrup. I did not care what brand it could have been, just bring me some syrup. Grandma used to have that good ole Alaga-that thick down home syrruppp. I can't spell it, it's time to go to la-la land. Do y'all know where that is? I have been scared to go to sleep ever since I dreamed about being pregnant by Homeboy and the baby was stillbirth, it would not come out....Well I had a good day-- despite the rain, my heart is full of sunglow because I refuse to let these and those folks irritate me to no end. I typed my fingers off today and you would think that I am tired at 12:30am. Well, I have to get back to the old routine of going to bed at 11:30pm. I need that beauty rest...Like Mocha said I have to treat myself good, I don't need comments that I don't ask for and etc. etc. etc. Well, life is going alright for I am a pioneer in my own might . I am strong, invincible, I am woman. I am the georgia peach, I love peaches and Atlanta is waitin on me. Oh, I will get there, sooner or later, likely sooner. Let me get my dental situation out of the way. I want to smile again for I am tired of waiting for the tooth fairy. In the child hood times, we used to leave a tooth under the pillow and wait for the fairy godmother, now we get an extraction and the tooth is no longer in one piece and the dentist throws it away. (Homegirl just slammed her door, that's alright y'all, I got my computer and I am above that and God has my back. I am not stooping low to nonsense. Drugs are being sold beneath my feet, God knows it and so does the undercover detectives....Ok now. I missed TJ today, I hope she is alright, I am thinking of Marcus but I am sure that he is busy doing good things and making progress. I hope Bernadene is relaxing and enjoying her trip. Well, I learned a new word (ecru) . Ok it's time for me to go to bed for sure....see ya on the other side...
(sleepin with my dolls and teddies)
pocahontas
(sleepin with my dolls and teddies)
pocahontas
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
A Student I Am, But I'm Enjoying My Writing More
It's amazin what we really want to do in life. I know that I want to be that therapist, yes I do without a doubt. However, why is it that I am so active with Prolific and Black Writers United?
I am very active with Prolific Writers. Has anyone ever looked up the definition of a prolific writer? Sure sounds good to me. In the year 2000, I was told that I was a "prolific writer" by my Creative Writer instructor, who was quite younger than I. I went home and looked the word up and I was delighted by what I read. Me, oh me? Yes, you! Ok....get busy. We kept journals and we ended up handing a portfolio in. And would you like to know that I was the only brown face in the class. Ok, get behind me inner critic. It did not matter, for all of them respected me in the end. They did not know how to comprehend me in the beginning. They were just as afraid as I was.
Well, it is late and like I said writing comsumes me. Or shall I say, Overconsumes me. My new Writer's Digest is to the left of me, my new backpack to the right, still packed from the day. I have been busy with Prolific's Poetry day which was quite nice. I will be doing a review on Thursday for one of the books. Of course, with music in the background..........
pocahontas
(a future georgia peach)
I am very active with Prolific Writers. Has anyone ever looked up the definition of a prolific writer? Sure sounds good to me. In the year 2000, I was told that I was a "prolific writer" by my Creative Writer instructor, who was quite younger than I. I went home and looked the word up and I was delighted by what I read. Me, oh me? Yes, you! Ok....get busy. We kept journals and we ended up handing a portfolio in. And would you like to know that I was the only brown face in the class. Ok, get behind me inner critic. It did not matter, for all of them respected me in the end. They did not know how to comprehend me in the beginning. They were just as afraid as I was.
Well, it is late and like I said writing comsumes me. Or shall I say, Overconsumes me. My new Writer's Digest is to the left of me, my new backpack to the right, still packed from the day. I have been busy with Prolific's Poetry day which was quite nice. I will be doing a review on Thursday for one of the books. Of course, with music in the background..........
pocahontas
(a future georgia peach)
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
A Tuesday Kind of Day
Well, I hope that this goes through alright, I love blogging but somehow it seems not to love me, it only loves Dom, Vee Jay and of course no other than TJ. It is going to take some time to gain everything that I lost on the favorites, for I love websites and the internet. Today is a Tuesday kind of day when I have a sense of calmness for the Creator I let take over my mind and heart which I should do every day of the week.
The sun has not shone outside for three days now, but the sun is shining within my heart. I am truly blessed to be alive with a roof. Some people don't even have that and I have been there too but I shall not turn around. I may sleep on the floor on pillows but that's the way I want it right now for I am near the front door. That is one step closer to where I want to go. I am glad everyone respects me here from the neighbors to the drug dealers, for they know that there is nothing happening but the rent. Can't none of them brag to one another about what I am like for they do not know.
I will pray for the teenager for I do care about him and his future, but he has to do the work. I love him from a distance. He does have respect for me and that is admirable. However, I must keep busy in school, writing groups, other obligations and of course with my spiritual activities which should have been listed first and foremost.
Well, I need to go now for I must get dressed in a skirt/dress and wait for my 5pm ride. I hope that this blog site works. TJ please let it work. Don't you have magic?
sharon
October 11, 2005
The sun has not shone outside for three days now, but the sun is shining within my heart. I am truly blessed to be alive with a roof. Some people don't even have that and I have been there too but I shall not turn around. I may sleep on the floor on pillows but that's the way I want it right now for I am near the front door. That is one step closer to where I want to go. I am glad everyone respects me here from the neighbors to the drug dealers, for they know that there is nothing happening but the rent. Can't none of them brag to one another about what I am like for they do not know.
I will pray for the teenager for I do care about him and his future, but he has to do the work. I love him from a distance. He does have respect for me and that is admirable. However, I must keep busy in school, writing groups, other obligations and of course with my spiritual activities which should have been listed first and foremost.
Well, I need to go now for I must get dressed in a skirt/dress and wait for my 5pm ride. I hope that this blog site works. TJ please let it work. Don't you have magic?
sharon
October 11, 2005
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